Just Because
Today is not a good day. Got up @ 6am feeling queasy Sam had to take me to the bathroom and back to bed..GOSH Sam had to get ready so he could catch his flight out to Kauai for work meaning bright lights were on, and a big headache for Jenn I threw up on my feet just because I couldn't make it to the damn toilet bowl on time. ANd my body would not take the prenatal pills I'm trying to stuff down. It keeps puking it back out, and I've tried 4times already..forget it Frankly, I gave up on everything this morning. So I crashed on the feet of my bed, crying myself to sleep wishing my mommy was here. *sob sob* It was cold on the floor so I got up and 3hours have already gone by. I felt so frickin' helpless, But I could feel some energy coming over me. So, I decided to get over myself and get out coz I'm pretty darn sick of this room. I cleaned up my mess in the bathroom, took a long warm bubble bath before I walked 5minutes to the hair salon for a much needed hair makeov...