I hate decision making, especially when it involves my family. I miss the days when I didn't have to make any decisions for myself, or anyone for that matter. I miss the careFREE days. Now, I sit here and ask myself " why the heck were you in such a rush to grow up? " Aaahhhhh… So, I find myself here again. In this bind, only this time, I really don’t have any other option. Mom’s been here for almost 4months to watch my boys while I continue on with my career. Bless her heart, she practically gave up everything for a couple of months, leave her other children, her man and everything else she’s used to, just to come help me out; all because I don’t want to spend $1200 a month on daycare and I don’t want to quit my job. I know, I know, I’m such a selfish brat. Alas, she’s returning end of this month. And I’m stuck to figure out my next move. If you've been following my blahblahrings for a while, then you'll know that the only daycare close to my house is ...