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This is happening next weekend. I am so stoked. My first 5k run and I know it's gonna be lots of fun. Wohooohoo. If you're in Hawaii next week, sign up and come run with us.

So this is a story I never told before. I never talked about it after and I never acknowledged that it did HAPPEN. YOU will probably call me a selfish whiner but the truth of the matter is, this thing breaks you no matter how hard you try NOT to let it get to you! -- After the Christmas festivities of 2008, we found out we were pregnant. I tried so hard to keep it a secret until we were in the clear after 3 months. The hubby was so excited that he announced it to his family before we passed the SAFE time-frame.  WE were so EXCITED and we couldn't wait to find out what we were having.  I was being so careful and the hubby was so supportive doing all the chores and whatnot, just so I don't lift a finger and break a fingernail. However, after our 20 week checkup, I started spotting - pretty badly!! My heart was beating the whole time I was in the waiting room. The 2 minutes I waited for the ultrasound felt like a whole lifetime - There was NO heartbeat....