day 1: Fears
So as you can clearly tell from the previous post, the first thing on the list is NOT about fears. NO, the first thing is to list 20 random things about myself. Well, I'm moving that to the last thing on the list as I don't want to spend the next 15minutes I have trying to think up random facts about myself.
So here goes;
So here goes;
[3 fears and how they became fears]
1. losing my children: Since last year, many families in our community have lost their babies either from being sick or actual accidents. This worried me a lot and had me on ALERT almost a 100% of the time (I try) and got me all paranoid every time I leave my children with the sitter or with family members even my husband. I don't know what I'll do if anything happens to my babies
2. failing: Not just in school. This is more about failing myself or being a failure in anything I do. My Nana always tells us "you are your own failure, so try your best and give it all you got. you can do anything you put your mind into. e kele lou ake"
3. regrets: I don't like regrets. I have a fear or waking up the next morning regretting anything from the past. I try to live a righteous life and not a life of ugly regrets.
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